I had a hard morning today like I kind of expected, but it helped to know I was being prayed for. Later in the day though, closer to evening, I got hit hard in an area I wasn't even expecting to have to deal with today let alone face more pain from it... and as if that wasn't enough... more reality quickly slapped me in the face just  a couple of hours later from another source.

Sometimes I wish I could just start over... scrap everything, take out the trash, pick up my kids, and just go. Where to? I don't know... just somewhere that we can have a fresh start and new begining I guess... and a place where we can enjoy safety and peace and maybe even eventually find love...